Content: "we lost one of the most incredible people I have ever known a few days ago  and I know some of you noticed that I was taking a social media break  I literally didn't have my phone for part of it  and I didn't have social media downloaded when I got my phone back  and I planned on coming back happier and stronger than before  but the universe had other plans  I know a lot of you know my Lola from the videos that we would make together  she hated when I made videos crying on the internet  so I'm not gonna do that for her  but she  unfortunately left us a few days ago after an unexpected fall in her apartment  but she hung on as long as she could to see all of us and to say goodbye  and I held her hand all the way until the end  my Lola was an immigrant  who came to this country from the Philippines when she was 18  to make a better life for herself and for her future family  that she didn't even have yet  and she gave me a better life than I ever could have imagined  she taught me how to be a good person  she taught me how to give to other people  she taught me how to be a good son a good grandson  and I'm so glad the world knew her spirit  so many people knew her and loved her  and she loved that too because she would text me when I was gone  tell me to come home and make some more videos with her  because she knew her fans missed her  but so many people saw their grandmas in her  so many people saw their lolas in her  so many people saw themselves in her  because of what an incredible person she was  and how bright her spirit would shine  everyone who met her loved her  and her fans will miss her  I will miss her for the rest of my life  I've never lost someone this close to me before  and grief is very confusing  sometimes I'm crying and I feel like I can't breathe  other times I'm dissociating  and then sometimes I'm so grateful for the last few years that we had together  and I feel like she's still here  but I'm never gonna let her memory die  and I made a playlist of our videos together on my page  so her fans don't miss her  because I know that's what she would want  as I said I'm gonna miss her for the rest of my life  Mahal Kita Lola  I love you   look who it is",